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What Does My Soul Want Me To Know Today? #1
I’ve watched my 13,777th Near Death Experience on YouTube today. Not that I’m counting, but I realize how much these sorts of experiences have become a fascination bordering obsession territory. For a long while, I thought it was because of a fear of death — but what I’m slowly discovering is that it is just another fruition of my insecurity. An insecurity I’ve had my entire damn life that has changed forms in the way that I react to it. These days, I’m insecure about my life path, happiness, and ultimate guilt of learning to forgive myself.
In the video (check it out here), the NDEer lists off a shit ton of things to remember about life of which admittedly sounded like answers to all the most recent questions that I have had. How to explain that I knew these were the answers as opposed to anything else is ironically unexplainable. It’s just a knowing. The best way that I can express this is in the same way we activate our creative minds. Everyone has their own little way of finding the inspiration to create things. Whatever tf that may be to you is simply the way in which you talk to your soul — that higher self that transcends earthly judgment and is not influenced by the things that easily affect our mind.
Keep following. There’s a point, I promise.
